because no one knew about me so female pronouns were just used because people didn’t know. But since i’ve slowly started coming out i hardly pass, since people who know about me just can’t bear to use pronouns (tbh i don’t blame them) and i’ve starting binding, more masculine clothes and getting to know myself more. (I have also noticed that sometimes i will have some very feminine actions that are just not me, and whenever i do a feminine action accidentally, my friends all look at me weird as though it is an unnatural thing for me to do.) Anyway i just feel that the more masculine i become and happier i am, i just don’t pass at all :S
